I don’t believe in becoming friends immediately after the break up. And I think that it’s pretty childish & naïve to think that it would. It hardly ever works out that way. If I were to ever attempt to be just friends with an ex, I’d just be in denial. Because, deep down, I’d know that trying to be friends with someone I was so close to, would just be a way to cover-up the fact that I can’t let go of everything we had together so easily. It’s another way to hide those feelings I still have for you, and express them in a subtle manner. It’s like you’re trying to hold onto something that’s not even in my grasp anymore.
Maybe we could be friends, but a very long time from now. Not anytime soon. I would need so much time to heal, and get used to the fact that you’re no longer here in my life.
I’m trying to enjoy the rest of the ride now, but I can’t do that when you’re lingering in the seat behind me. Haunting me.
